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Lauren Sowa - Actor, Filmmaker & Co-Founder, Form & Pressure Films
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What happens when an actor decides that performing isn't enough and starts creating the stories she wants to see in the world?
In this episode of Next Act with Jeff Ornstein, Jeff sits down with actor, filmmaker, and producer Lauren Sowa to explore her journey from performing professionally as a child to acting in theater, film, and television, and eventually stepping behind the camera to produce and direct her own work.
Lauren shares why she began viewing filmmaking as a form of activism and how that philosophy helped inspire Marisol, her first film as a producer, which went on to win the HuffPost Impact Award and be licensed by HBO. She also discusses the realities of financing independent films, why representation behind the camera matters, and how producers can create safer, more supportive sets where everyone feels valued.
The conversation also looks at the challenges facing independent filmmakers today, from shrinking funding opportunities to the economics of producing, and why Lauren remains optimistic that difficult times can lead to a new wave of creativity and innovation.
For Lauren, the next act isn't simply about making more films. It's about creating meaningful stories, building stronger creative communities, and helping shape a more human future for filmmaking.
Hi everyone, and welcome to Next Act with Jeff Orenstein. I am Jeff, and on this show we celebrate people on the cusp of greatness. Those building on past successes in some of the curious and inventive and sometimes unexpected ways they have achieved those, and stepping into moments that could define their legacy. We'll talk about current projects, lessons learned, and the extraordinary opportunities ahead. So the best is yet to come. Today's guest is Lauren Soa, New York-based actor, filmmaker, and co-founder of Form in Pressure Films, a production company dedicated to diversity and equality on set and on screen. A Tish trained performer with credits on HBO, CBS, and Amazon Prime, Lauren has evolved from working in front of the camera to producing and directing award-winning independent films, including Marisol, which won the Huff Post Impact Award and was licensed by HBO. Welcome to the show.
Lauren SowaThank you so much for having me.
Jeff OrnsteinYou're quite welcome. So congratulations on getting your BFA at the Tisch School of the Arts. It's an impressive academic distinction. And you started your acting career in Philadelphia. Can you tell us what kinds of productions you were in? They were film or theater.
Lauren SowaYeah, I actually started acting professionally when I was a kid, so around age seven. And I grew up just outside of Philly, well, a little bit south of Philly in a in a place called Lancaster, Pennsylvania. Best known for cornfields and the Amish. Beautiful place to grow up. And um I was fortunate to start dancing at a very young age and then singing and acting, all you know, from a place of having fun as a kid. And I I guess it was something that I took to naturally. So I started working as a kid mostly in theater at that time. Then when I went to school, I came to New York to attend NYU. And that's sort of where things really took off.
Jeff OrnsteinSo I'm going to jump right into this because some of our other guests have made this similar sort of transition. When you're an actor, you, you know, I know when I started studying, you get the mantra stay in your lane. Stay in your lane. Don't try and write, don't try and direct, just stay in your lane. You're there to act. And some of our other guests have shared that while they loved acting, they sort of missed what they felt might be creative opportunities for them to express their theatrical visions by not being a writer or a director. So what was it that sparked you to say, hey, you know, maybe I want to be on the other side of the camera?
Lauren SowaYou know, for me it was a little bit different. I think it was around 2016 when Trump was first elected. And I, up until that point, had been doing, you know, theater, film, and television as an actor and having a great time, honestly, playing some amazing roles, uh, traveling the country, really having a wonderful time. But for me, it was more so that I felt this need to say something more with my art. I felt that for me, artistic expression was a wonderful way to connect with people, to build community, to create empathy, things that I really wanted to see grow in our country specifically. And so around that time, I felt very spurred to start making my own work. And it was also kind of combined with for myself as an actor, I had played incredible roles in theater. And when I started transitioning to doing a lot of film and television, at that time, I just felt the roles I was auditioning for were not as complex and interesting as the roles I had played on stage. And so I really wanted to start seeking out people who were creating the kind of work on screen that I had been doing on stage. So that was sort of those two things combined for me, sort of the political climate and my desire to use art as a form of activism and my sort of disillusionment with the parts I was being considered for wanting to create opportunities for myself as an actor. And so that's how it started is really from a place of facilitating more creative opportunities on screen.
Jeff OrnsteinThat's pretty powerful because it's sort of, you know, you're combining your love of the arts and your determination to have a voice in the where society's going and what's the direction. And is it important to express an alternative view of what's important, what should be important to us in society? And certainly, women and minorities took some serious hits in the first administration of the Trump fiasco. So I think that's really powerful. This group that you've started, PANO, co-president of Pano supporting women and gender expansion in filmmakers, with all of the things that women in our industry have endured, and in politics in the Me Too movement and the Weinstein disaster, and now you know all the Epstein victims coming to light. How are you kind of trying to reinforce opportunities that can't be belittled, like you felt when you you were editioning for films, or or taken away in your women and gender expansive attempts?
Lauren SowaYeah, I mean, Pano was a nonprofit that was in operation from around 2016 up through just the end of last year. So we shut down at the end of 2025. And Sidney Hugh is the founder of that organization, and and she and I co-led it for a majority of its run. And it was an incredible community to be a part of. It started in a very grassroots, organic way of a bunch of women, some had gone to film school, some had not, really wanting to learn and grow together. And I think in that time, in that decade of operating, we did create a lot of impact. We focused a lot on education, on building community, on small grants for the community, and then showcasing our members' work, always trying to create more opportunities and increase inclusion in the industry as a whole. That's always been our goal. I think there's there are a lot of women in film and other marginalized folks who are working really hard every day through various nonprofits and communities to try to create better representation in media. You know, I think media is still our greatest influencer. I mean, you know, we learned this during lockdown as well that when when folks come home, they want to watch something. You know, if they're stuck inside, they want to watch something. Our work is other people's entertainment, our work is other people's comfort. And yet it is still not funded well in this country. It is not a real representation of the people who live in this country. So it is, you know, unfortunately, Panno is no longer in operation, but the mission continues. And I think the impact, the impact that we created continues as well. So now we have thousands of members who were a part of Pan O who are out there in the world making their films, hiring other women and marginalized folks. And um, you know, we hope, I hope, that that legacy continues for a long time. I think in a lot of ways we have made progress over the years, but in other ways some of that progress has gone backwards. So it's it's an endless struggle. I think I've been trying to de-stress my life in a way, which is kind of hilarious because anyone who's a producer knows that it's impossible and producing is inherently stressful. But I think I got so bogged down in the statistics and the how difficult it is in this industry. And I have to sort of in a way stop thinking about that so much and really focus on just the love of it. You know, I I'm an artist because I feel called to do that and also because I just love it. It's one of the best jobs in the world. You know, no matter what position you're in, obviously acting is is a very full-body experience, very inside-outside experience. And, you know, producing can be a bit more logistical. But being a part of a community that continues to create art and tell stories that matter, that can change the world for the better, that's something that I take really seriously and that I just love and have committed my life to.
Jeff OrnsteinRight. Well, you're absolutely right. I mean, it's not an industry for the faint of heart, and people do it for the passion. And women have been very successful. I would I would salute you that there's been strides in women getting recognized for in front and behind the camera in our industry, perhaps because it's a receptive audience for equality. But I think that the Pano, um I'm I'm appreciate the fact that Pano made a dent, and I think that it's going in the right direction, though not cross all the societal lines. I did have a chance to view a little bit of Marisol, and that seems like a very powerful film. Can you tell us a little bit about that? In particular, I was intrigued by the main character.
Lauren SowaAbsolutely. Yes. So Marisol was actually the very first film I ever produced, and that was inspired by Trump's rhetoric around immigration back in his first term when he was running. And my husband, Tim, and I decided we wanted to make a film. He wrote the film and I produced it. We hired a wonderful director named Zoe Sali Kropunko to direct. And our whole goal in creating that film was to tell a very human story that would hopefully create empathy in the viewer because what we were witnessing, and unfortunately, I think it's only gotten worse, is this sort of dehumanization of people. Specifically at that time, it was around, you know, undocumented immigrants. But it's only gotten worse now in the second administration. And so we felt this desire to create a piece of work that would show basically a hardworking mother who, by all measures, is a model citizen, but she's not a citizen. So you see, you know, throughout the course of the film, her going about her day, working with her daughter. And then there's a situation where she has a run-in with the police, and it becomes very dangerous very quickly for her, knowing her status in the country. And our hope was to bring it around the country to different film festivals and to screen it and to start conversations about, you know, this issue, which at the time was a very political issue and still is in a lot of ways. I mean, I don't want this whole podcast to be about politics, but it's very hard to detach art and politics. All art is political in a way, um, for better or worse. And, you know, I I do think that we we did create a lot of good conversations at the time. And we were very fortunate to have it licensed by HBO. So it ran on HBO and HBO Latino for two years. And that was such a gift because film festivals are wonderful and and have, you know, a good local reach, but to have more eyes on it around the country and around the world was incredible. And yeah, that's always the hope is that your work will be seen and enjoyed and make an impact. You can't control what that impact will be, but that's what I strive for with each film. And I'm I'm very drawn to making work that has some form of social impact. Um, so different themes or, you know, storytelling devices. I I try to choose what I'm working on um pretty carefully. And yeah, sometimes you you just want to put something joyful into the world. Film I made recently is quite joyful, but sometimes you have to speak truth to power, and that's that's an artist's responsibility, you know.
Jeff OrnsteinRight. Get the conversation going. So did you know this is it, this is an award-winning film, this is a this is really gonna get traction and have recognition.
Lauren SowaI don't think you can ever really know. I mean, you you you make a film and you always hope for the best, but you do kind of make it a little bit in in a vacuum and and it's not really until it's out in the world and people are seeing it. That's sort of when the film is fully complete, because the audience, that's that's why we do it, you know? So I I think I've stopped trying to predict things like that and really more so think about what kind of impact I want it to have on the audience. Because sometimes you think, oh yeah, this one's amazing, and then it doesn't quite hit in the way you expected. And sometimes you think, I don't know about this one, and then it really, really resonates with people. So I think that's kind of cool because ultimately the viewer will decide. And, you know, awards, they they come and go and they're nice to have, but what's longer lasting, I think, is what are you saying with your art and you know, will it have staying power? Will it mean something in five, ten years or not?
Jeff OrnsteinSo one of the frequently discussed topics with my guests for young filmmakers is funding. So I'm just gonna go back to the HBO film and Marisol and say by having that kind of exposure and having that access to greater audiences, did that help you get investors for some of you and and I guess your husband's projects?
Lauren SowaI wish I could say yes. I think it's hard to measure in some ways, because I think it lends credibility, for sure. An easy way to measure that would be someone sees the film, reaches out, says, I saw the film, and here's some money for your next project. That certainly didn't happen. That didn't happen. But I do think that for myself, through producing and then eventually directing and running Pano, I think all of those things combined with yes, festivals, awards, HBO, et cetera, and my acting, I think it all kind of comes together to create a credibility that people can trust you, that you have, you know, a certain level of taste or ability or follow-through. Um, and those things certainly matter, you know, as you increase your budget levels. Right. But, you know, I do think funding is is the major issue still. It's unfortunately true, even high up in the, you know, in the ranks of things, like it's I I hear stories of quite famous filmmakers who can't get their films funded. So it is, it's a part of the struggle of living in America where arts are not are not supported at the government level necessarily. And it's also, I think, a a part of, you know, I went to drama school. I I studied as an actor. I didn't go to business school, I didn't go to film school. And there's a lot of people like me out there making things and coming at it with a love of the craft and the art form and the storytelling aspect and having to learn the business stuff and the industry stuff on the go. And I think for some people it's easier than others to talk about money or to ask for money. I do think fundraising is a is a skill and it's something that can be learned, but it's it's hard won, you know.
Jeff OrnsteinYou learn by the school of hard knocks. I'm a designer and I was a designer for years before I started my firm, and then all of a sudden I'm a business owner. And I never took a business class, and you have to learn how to run a business once you have a shingle hanging out there for business. So I completely concur with you. I mean, like, yeah, if you have a national natural knack for sales or you speak beautifully, I'm sure you could go into a conference room and hold your own with the best of them, but still it's the planets all aligning so that you get the right person's ear and you pitch it the right way. And there's so many wonderful stories that want to be told, and there's only so many dollars to go around. You speak about making a safe and equitable and inclusive set for women, and that would be like, you know, a a life's goal to like seeing that through so that it wasn't even a topic of conversation. Are there particular instances or situations now that you see that you'd like to focus on or work on with that r in that regard?
Lauren SowaYeah, I think for me, you know, it's about creating a safe, supportive, constructive environment for everyone on set. I think a big way that that can be achieved is simply by having more inclusion, getting as close to parity as possible on set. The whole energy shifts, the whole dynamic shifts in, I think, a positive way. I was at Sundance this year and I went to this amazing workshop that Chloe Zhao led where she talked about being on the set of Hamnet and some of the work that she was doing to create a safe, supportive environment on set. She was leading her whole team through these dream work sessions, these meditation sessions. They were doing dance takes after really heavy scenes. It sounded like she was creating what I aimed to create, which is a very holistic experience. You know, sometimes film sets can be a very rigid, kind of harsh environment. It's a strange thing that we do. You know, we're working very long hours, very long days. It's not really set up for the actors process. Those of us who are actors certainly understand that. You know, it's very logistic-based, it's very budget-based. And all of that is necessary for many reasons, right? But how can we create an environment where it's not just the actors who need that space for their art to breathe and grow, but it's actually a better working environment for everyone, from the DP to the grip to the PA to the hair and makeup to, you know, the stand-ins. Like everyone feels valued and taken care of. For me, that's very important. And I'm working at a smaller scale of set than certainly a lot of, you know, bigger sets in the industry. So it's a bit easier for me to do that. But, you know, for me, that sort of care and attention starts long before you ever even get to set. Like I really like to sort of make sure that I'm interviewing and speaking to each person I'm gonna hire to get a vibe check in addition to their skill set, to make sure I know their allergies, their dietary restrictions, you know, what their favorite little snack is, like little things like that. What do they need? Do they need any accommodations? Or, you know, is there a way that I can make this experience positive for them? And a lot of the things we're making are we don't ever have as much money as we wish we had, right? But are there little things that I can provide that will make that person's job that much easier or more pleasurable throughout the shoot? You know, I think there's a lot of things that as a producer, I would recommend that other producers, you know, go that little extra step because it pays back so well when your crew is in a good mood, when everyone gets along, when they're multitasking, but they're also talking to each other and figuring things out together. Like it takes one bad apple to ruin the vibe for everyone. And I'm very sensitive to that. So I really do try to create and do my part in sort of helping to set up the set for success. And of course, all producers do that, right? That's our job. But I try to go the extra mile to really try to think about the chemistry of the team. I try to think even before that, when I read a script about what are the themes of this, is there anyone I know in my sort of database of crew who has a personal connection to this? Maybe I could pitch a DP that, you know, this is something that they really relate to. We had a a set recently where it was about pregnancy loss. And basically I wanted as many parents as possible on the set just to have, I think that even if you're a boom op, like your your point of view matters, you know. And it might not be obvious to the audience how that impacts this the story and the film, but to me, I just find it to be a better experience. So I I think about all those kinds of things and then, you know, see how it shakes out.
Jeff OrnsteinThat was fantastic. You kind of answered my next question with what how will you design an ideal film set culture? To me, I hear connectivity. How are all the components connecting? And is there other than your skill as a DP or a producer or director, what are the other connections that you might hold in common that you can share as a group that will help make the final product better and experiences? And like uh in Hamlet, and I also understand that that was very true on Ozark, that there was a lot of community outside of the actual filming of the scenes, that was uh part of its success, and I think it was wildly successful. As I promised you, we've gone grossly over time. Apple is happy about it. That means everybody's enjoying themselves. We talked about funding being a challenge for filmmaking, and that's across the boards, young and independent filmmakers, and even the big names. And it seems that we're in a little bit of a downturn here in our industry. But what do you think would need to change outside of just the general economy, you know, being strong and healthy, for it to survive and thrive over the next decade? Or do you see any buttons that we should be focused on?
Lauren SowaYou know, I I think we are in the middle of trying to figure that out right now because I do think the indie film model specifically is a bit broken. And I mean, I could talk forever about reasons why, but a big reason why is that fewer people are taking risks in funding. Right. And let's be frank, the wealth disparity in this country is such that a lot of people just don't even have the money to put into the arts if they wanted. Back in the day, we used to have patrons of the arts, and I think we need a resurgence of patrons. Patrons of the arts. And beyond that, I do think that the industry is trying to figure out a way to operate in a more affordable way. I am very pro-union. I'm a union member myself. I belong to SAGAFTRA and Actors Equity, the stage union. So I often hear a lot of people complain about wages being a problem. To me, that's not an acceptable cut. I'm very pro-union. I do think we need to find ways to be economical in the sense of what kind of content are we funding? How much are we spending on these projects? And could we find a happy medium? Maybe it starts at the script stage where we're writing things to be less expensive. And maybe it's, you know, can we take a chance on some unknown actors? You know, we're so celebrity obsessed. And it's all linked, right? Because those are the things that get people to leave their home to go see the movies. But we have to get creative or it will die. I also think a big issue, and I know that the producers union is talking about this and um trying to make some change here, but poor independent producers have really been screwed by the new model. There's there's no development money anymore. There's no back end if their film does get to theaters. You know, it's very, very hard to make money as an independent producer. And people are spending years and years developing work for free. And it it's almost become that you can't be in this industry unless you are somewhat independently wealthy, or you have another job, or you do it for the love of it, and you often suffer because of that. So I think, you know, there are a lot of things that need to shift. And I think until our country recognizes that this sort of late-stage capitalism that we're in right now is really an issue, you know, I think a a lot of things could be solved with everyone having, you know, government subsidized healthcare. Like if we had health care for all, that would create less expensive unions. It would create less expensive production. You know, there there are a lot of things that I think, again, it's like one string, and then all these things unravel the knot. But the knot right now is very solid.
Jeff OrnsteinIt strikes me that we we have been in this slump for a couple of years, and there's no indication that we're gonna get out of it for a couple of years. And I wonder what that's going to mean to the quality and the quantity of theatrical productions in 20 years. Are we gonna have a 20-year gap of talent that's been seasoned and experienced along the way? And how will that reshape what our art craft is is looking like, what it's gonna be?
Lauren SowaTo end on a hopeful note, I do think that, you know, with with challenge comes creativity and inspiration. And so while we are in a tough time at the moment, and certainly we didn't even touch on other scary things like AI and the future, but I do think that encourages humans to do what we do best, which is create. You know, we we were not put on this earth to toil forever. We're we're here to tell stories and and be in community and take care of one another. And I really think that we're gonna see a resurgence of of independent film. We're gonna see incredible innovation that is human-made. And I can't wait to be a part of that and witness all of the cool things that people make.
Jeff OrnsteinRight. Well, you know what? We'll have you back and we'll talk about AI and those other things the next time.
Lauren SowaOh, yeah.
Jeff OrnsteinI'm sure a lot of the comments that we'll get will be about insightful commentary about where we are, how you got there, all of your accomplishments, but you still face similar challenges as other people, but you have a very positive outlook, but you're very realistic at the same time, which I love.
Lauren SowaYeah.
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